Believe it! Ms Orgasmik actually lost her orgasmic fire last year! Yes, the Creatrix of Orgasmik Intelligence™ came (pun not intended) dangerously close to fully losing that which she lives and advocates daily. It’s taken tremendous courage to share this story with you because I asked myself constantly how could I allow this to happen to me? How was it possible? But you see, I’m perfectly imperfect…and this is what happened….
In essence, I stopped moving towards healing pleasure and started moving away from pain. At the beginning of 2017, I allowed fear to blur my vision and I chose to stay in a toxic environment. As the year progressed, I allowed myself to be on the receiving end of verbal abuse, acts which displayed lack of appreciation and respect. And being the kind of person that I am, I chose to focus on the positive aspects of the environment – that which I loved, that which fueled me from within. By June, the negativity came at me from every direction – directly and indirectly. Eventually, there were no longer any external positives. I was then forced to exclusively fuel myself from within. I, however, found that my daily top-ups and internal reserves were quickly diminishing.
Meanwhile, my pussy started to become dry (well, not as moist and succulent), my orgasms were fizzing and eventually became practically non-existent, my Amrita’s flow significantly reduced causing my squirting to dwindle to a mere trickle and then to a droplet and my diamond (clitoris) became dormant! My states of arousal lacked that familiar fiery, vibrant luster. When my lover touched me, my body responded differently. Gratefully, I have a most understanding and sensual mate. My health was deteriorating, my kundalini – my orgasmic life force – was dangerously low. My Orgasmik Intelligence Level (OIL) reading was at an all-time lowest!
I was being a hypocrite! I was cheering on my clients and women of the world to live fully and vibrantly by moving towards healing pleasure and expanding their orgasmic potential. Yet, I had started living the opposite in 2017.
Before I hit the bottomless abyss, I conjured up all that I needed from within, faced my fears and I took a leap of faith in September 2017. I left that toxic environment to live my dream. In the last three months of last year, my entire world re-blossomed and my orgasmic nature soared again! Thankfully, I made a quick recovery!
Lesson I learned: give my attention, time and energy to that which provides healing pleasure, empowerment and causes the least (or no) stress.
I ardently encourage you to do the same!
Creatrix | Sensual Empowerment Coach